Someone said, “All there is left to do is regret”…
I regret being the way I am, who I am. But do I regret the relationships, the people I’ve met, grown close to, known? I do not see a point in regretting the encounters, the time spent with those people.
I am not heartless, but I am emotionless; at times. I lock up, I shun away, and I put up that wall. If you hate me for it, if you can’t handle it - I understand.
Just know the difference between heartless and emotionless, because I do feel, I do fall, and I do regret.
“I love no one but you, I have discovered, but you are far away and I am here alone. Then this is my life and maybe, however unlikely, I’ll find my way back there. Or maybe, one day, I’ll settle for second best. And on that same day, hell will freeze over, the sun will burn out and the stars will fall from the sky.”
“Do you believe in soulmates?I like the concept that someone, somewhere is meant to be with you… forever. And if its a soulmate it’s not supposed to end right? It’s not supposed to happen twice in a lifetime.”—Café de Flore
I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naïve or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman.
I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don’t know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
You kiss a hell of a lot better than You listen. Maybe that’s why I can’t get enough of you. It’s true when they say old habits are hard to break, But you’ll always remain nothing but my most tempting mistake.
“I honestly couldn’t care less if you like the same bands or you’ve read the same books. Tell me one original thing, tell me one true, real thing that brings me to my fucking knees that I’ve never heard before and I’m yours”